Lost

Happiness came and then came confusion. I am happy and still lost at the same time. We agreed to have a good communication and still I'm not being able to speak all thats on my mind.

"If I were the rain, would I be able to wash away this sadness from her heart"

But still, you make me so happy and laugh so much.. You are so attentive and caring but why is it that I always have this protection wall around me!!!!

One More Year Went By

One more year went by, and very little things changed. I grew older by one more year and the memories of that day are still here, the emotions are still the same. Its said that by forgiving, you are relieved from the emotions but if i say i forgave, then its not the truth... does one really succeed in forgetting these things and truly forgive....? Its like once a glass is broken, you can never make it the same as it was before, because somewhere a little fissure does remain....

If Only time could go on slower

Been months since i last wrote in my blog... if people would have said that doing the last semester of a course was really time demanding and bulky, no student would have really believed it cause they would have said that

"ooh, if we have been able to go this far and through all those previous semester so this one also must be kind of same"

But once you start the semester and as time moves on, you start to wish for a day to be made of 48 hours instead of 24 hours. You realize that its 90% stress and work, 3% group conflict among team members, 5% of last minute changes and only 2% of sleep... and its only then that you realize that it was truly unfair from your part when you were complain about how difficult life was at college...