The Game Life Plays

Everyone says "life is simple, we just have to listen to our heart the whole way".
We should not forget that we live in a jungle like society here, where the norms are very harsh.
We could have decided only for us today and piss off the universe.
But in the end we had be so tired and frustrated fighting this fucked up society that we would not have been happy.......

Sometimes we are tempted to just leave everything and just think for ourselves.
But i wouldn't be able to have your little princess go through all this.
We made choices at certain checkpoint in life, we handled our sadness in two different ways and now we have to assume the consequences and responsibility of those choices.

Sometimes i ask myself "what does life has in reserve for us?"
We meet, we learn, we appreciate, we get close and we fall in love.
Then we have no other choice than to be separated from each other.
Only make our path meet again and again.
Once a year by coincidence, calls for birthdays, see each other the moment we least expect and to final admit that those emotions remain the same after five years.
What kind of game is destiny playing.
We keep on getting close and separated only to meet again and again.
What are you trying to tell us?
Now after so may years, when either one of us has a separate life of our own.
Where we are fine and only fine.
While these five years could not make us more than just fine.
Everytime we meet, we do feel this magnetism and have to put in so much of ourselves to pull away from each other.

How many years more will we do that?
How many years more will we keep going?
How many years more will we continue to be just fine?
How many years more........

Keeper of my heart, angel who embraced my soul and brought it to life,
Guardian of my happiness and my life...

How many years more....